Chee Hoo!

Who would have thought that 8 years ago, during this same week in December, I watched Moana for the first time—crying my heart out, questioning if I had made the right choice to take that leap of faith. That movie became a turning point in my personal transformation.

Looking back at who I was then and where I am now, it’s clear that I’ve come such a long way—a journey filled with growth and invaluable milestones. Today, I carry myself with a calmer sense of self, and with the wisdom that comes from knowing what I truly want in life—and just as importantly, what I don’t want.

The song "Can I Get A Chee Hoo?" from Moana 2 still resonates deeply, especially after the loss of my dad and other personal struggles. There were moments when I found myself paralyzed by confusion, not fully understanding why I felt stuck. Now, I realize it was because I had been compromising too much, trying to control every aspect of my life and seeking certainty without acknowledging life’s inherent impermanence. I thought I had already learned this lesson, but it turned out to be one of the most painful truths I had to face again.

I can no longer live my life according to other people's expectations or needs. It’s time to listen to my heart and follow my own path. As I’ve always believed—if people and things are meant to be, they will find their way into my life, embracing and respecting the different versions of me, just as I will do for them.

It’s been a bittersweet journey, one that we all must navigate, but undeniably remarkable. This year has given me the strength to return to my center and continue my journey as it is destined. I’m excited for what’s ahead—honoring my ancestors while cherishing the lessons and memories from the past, embracing the present, and finding joy in life’s simple pleasures. I’m filled with anticipation, ready to step into the bright future waiting for me.

And just like Maui’s song says, “We are gonna make some history, so let’s go get our destiny.” Chee Hoo!

(Chee Hoo) is a Hawaiian expression of excitement, joy, and enthusiasm, also known as "fa’aumu" in Polynesian culture. Originally a battle cry, it has evolved into a symbol of happiness and readiness—much like the spirit I carry with me now.